~*Flip*~

Quite honestly, this is starting to annoy me.


I can normally deal with childish behavior and attitude, if for only so long. But really, are you honestly going to play this game.

I try and be polite around you. I said good bye, and what do you do. Literally, IGNORE ME.
You heard me, everyone in the damned room heard me.

But fine, play that game. Just know, Im a vindictive bitch when I want to be, and I can and WILL make your life hell.
So just remember that.

I tried to be your friend, I tried to make things work, I tried to find some common ground.
But no, you've thrown my apology in my face, and you ignore me all other times.

Fuck you.
I say this now, and I mean it.
Fuck. You.


-F.

I love you.
Three simple words, that define me in every shape and form.
I love you.
I would give up the world for you, in a heart beat, in a moment.
I love you.
More than you can imagine, and yet you ignore my heart.
I love you.
So much it pains me, from the very core, I just know pain.
I love you.
It feels as if the world is crumbling around me, and I want to save you from that.
I love you.
More than any person in this world will ever do, or want to.
I love you.
And I lost you, and you hate me, and I keep feeing this way.
I love you.
And I know it will never be returned, but I do, more than anything.
I love you.
Unrequited love is a burden, a pain, one that I and many will feel.
Because we love you.
More than we ever should.

I love you.

Three destructive words.

-Flip

MY RAINBOW IS PINK OBVS.

So glad that even online tests can determine my color :3
Makes me kinda happy lol.

In other news, I miss him ._. he went home for the weekend [aka thursday- sunday] I got to help him pack though.
And....we had a...interesting talk...AND I asked him out..he didn't say no, but he didn't say yes.
He just said, he's not all there at the moment, and he doesn't think he could take anything serious at this time.

:3 So I have a little ray of hope...he just needs time. I'll wait for him, not forever, but...a lil longer can't hurt 8D

Oh and College English courses...are so fucking easy, I mean, I know I don't normally have the best of grammar when it comes to the interwebz, but srsly, OMG HOW FUCKING EASY IS THIS SHIT! I mean srsly, it reminds me of the review work from my Soph year of English. Lawl.
<3 Im still kicking :3

-Flip

p.s.
I wonder how many of you have noticed my emotes are lemons :3

I have realized, I only ever post blogs and write poems about that one person when I am explaining or expressing my grief of them not loving me.


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I have already stated this before.
I do not tolerate ignorance.

However, I feel I need to add a few things to this list.
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Im gonna go to LA to watch the X JAPAN pv's be filmed :3

Im excited!

8D

LA You can't handle me >3

Honestly?

Are you really gonna play that game?

I like to think of myself as a highly reasonable person. Present to me your side of the story in a respectful manner, and I will listen, once I have your side , I will then make my judgement.
However, if you sit there and go on and on about how so and so said this, and how I act like that, and how I have it so easy, I am going to stop you right there. Because anyone, who says I have had it so easy, obviously does not know me very well.


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I posted this on myspace, minus a few things I have here.

I hardly post here, but i need to get this out, and there are parts i just wanna hide
no one looks at this so here it goes:
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I don't like LJ

But update on my life.

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So Trip to Japan in like...fucking 9 days.

WTF

Hell yeah bitches.

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To quote an ever lovely lyric by an awesome band Divinity Destroyed

Your Hatred makes us Powerful.
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Honestly, I never was HOMG HUGE into this whole...LJ thing.

I don't get the love of it. Myspace blogs work just as well.

Ehh whatever whatever.

Only logged on and postin to show some love for Omoide.

AHAHAHAH.

Yeah, btw hairs all dark brown with a pink streak, its going either all blonde wth some pink highlights, OR all black with pink bangs like the old days.

<3

Miss mah hairz much.

OH AND

VAMPS live in the USA, saw the NYC show [o course thats mah city bby] and went down to Baltimore and saw them there.

KAZ is fucking amazing.
Hyde was ....short.
And Ju Ken was a chill fool.

lol, good shows, good times, epic win all around.

Got a CD [and got to met both hyde and kaz, and got it signed] got a bag, and a wrist band.

AND, from a wonderful ladie, I got a VAMPS towel, from their shows in japan.
its got the lyrics to Love Addict on it.
Its chill.

In a vamps box, in a vamps bag.
XDDD

And I got a KAZ pick.
I fucking love that man.

Lookin for aprtments in fl for UNI this fall.
Hit me up bitches.
<3
-Flip

I need to be barred from dying my hair
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im bored

on the phone at 6 am

have been for two hours


anyways

i got linked to this awesome guy
by mah buddy brian
because we were talking about elitism

and it was perfect
course it referes to indie fucks to being with
but its fuckin dead on

http://loadingreadyrun.com/videos/view/35/The-Rant-Scenesters-and-Snobbery


epiicccc wiinnnnarr

:B


MUCHO LOVE
Fleep the XXIIXIXIXIXX

p.s.

i realllllly need to turn off prince
:3

crimson and clover is so addictive

I fucking twsited my ankle while tripping over my fucking 3 inch platforms.





WTF






FUCK YOU IRONY YOU PAIN IN THE ASS FUCKIN BITCH.


._.
all i wanted was some fuckin ice cream
but no
i gotta go and trip and twist my ankel







its all swollen ._. and sore

Due to recent events, I think some education is needed.

CLASS IS IN SESSION.

TOPIC
LOUDNESS a brief history.

 

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lawl
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